.Sunday, May 28, 2006 ' 12:43 AM Y
i thought things change for the better . nope . decided to blog since i have got nowhere to vent my anger and stuffs . can't even find someone i trust to talk to . what a failure . parents rubbing into my wounds again . overheard them talking about my results . my mum said "what happens if she can't go into poly ? what can she do in poly ?" ... so on and so forth . like i said before . im sorry and disappointed for not doing well this time and i promise to do better . but how am i suppose to do that when the most basic support a parent should give were not given to me ? they just don't trust me . yup . they no longer trust me . i can sense it . they scold me for the slightest things . they are not giving me allowances anymore . yup you heard it . no more allowance . i'll be straving to death . sooner or later . im not allowed to go out this holidays . and why is it they could use the comp while i can't . thats so unfair . life is so unfair . im so sick and tired of everything . i have not even settle the other problem and now im having problems with my parents . im really scared one day i couldn't take it anymore . and i cried so hard just now . couldn't help it ..