.Thursday, May 25, 2006 ' 7:55 PM Y
right . im back . comp repaired but my stuffs are all gone . thats what is frustrating . and sorry for not updating .. i know i know many of you are dying to read my post . LOL jkjk . im crapping over here . so i have got a lot to say . bear with me ya ! i m currently cultivating the habit of reading . wow . lols talk as if im so refined like that xD but hey .. i seldom have the time to read .. always so busy and stuffs . maybe partly is also because of my boredom . thats why i decided to pick up a book and read . just bought a book no actually 2 books when i went out last wk . its so nice . its about this 2 really good friends since sch time and they had to go thru life experience and stuffs like that .. its actually about both friendship and love kind of story . after i finish my books im going to buy more ! im kind of addicted to that author stories . her stories is mostly about friends .. families .. love .. yup i like this type of books :) and pple recommend me some good books too ya ! the other one is just chinese novel . hehes . =P thats good isnt it . i hope its not too late if i say i hope to improve my eng during the next 1/2 of the yr . as you can see i failed my eng . hais saddening huhs . yup . my results are depressing . its a score which you can't even get into a poly . yea . i suppose everyone knows today is the scary day . yup the meet the parent session day . nothing much actually .. she wants see better grade during prelims .. its not that i don't want to do well .. i studied .. but i don't know what happened .. ok people let me clarify one thing . now exams are currently over for the time being . i know all of us have taken back our report books and meet the parent session is over . so don't mention anything about results in front of me anymore . stop rubbing into my wounds . i know all of you done better than me . i'll get really mad . just let me forget this and let me start all over again . i promise to study during the june hols . i promise to get better results .
yup and as mention by many pple in their blogs . we are having not normal lesson but chinese for the whole of this wk . its to prepare us for the 'o' lvl chinese next mon . fast huhs . really hope i can pass during the 1st time . although i always get headaches when doing the mock papers but its not that bad as what i think la . quite fun sometimes because interesting stuffs happened in class . and we are having lessons in the ava room yeah air con ! because there are 2 classes but its so damn cold inside ! lucky there is this thing called jacket . lols .
went blog hopping and i realise im not the only one having problems . maybe what gavin said is right . " im not going to give up , neither am i going to save it . " so it means i should let time heals everything ? i don't know . i really don't . if i wait and if this goes on . im really scared that we'll never be friends again . sometimes i just hate myself for not having enough courage . the courage to settle everything .. such a weakling isnt it ?