.Wednesday, January 31, 2007 ' 11:15 AM Y
nothing to rant about these days. so didn't update that frequently. even if i wanted to do so , i'll only remember it after i switched off the comp. STM aka short term memory is spreading like a disease again , don't know since when. fortunately , i am not the worse case yet. lols. i've seen cases even worse than mine. xD if only some things can be forgotten that easily. Anyway , back to what i intended to post. i realised something about my sister. she couldn't handle stress & pressure. which is a real bad thing. i know , she is irritating & annoying at times and we bicker always. but afterall , she is still my sister , i can't deny the fact that i am worried for her. been almost a month since school started. she've been coming home in tears complaining about her teachers & classmates. she is P5 this year and she is been streamed into the 1st class. new classmates , new teachers , new environment. we all been through that. initially , she should be studying HMT but she intended to give it up. partly because she said she couldn't handle it and she doesn't like the teacher & her classmates. i think there is this physiological thing about my sister. the 1st time when they had their 1st HMT class , one of her classmate was noisy and committed like i don't know what mistake. her teacher punished the whole class by asking them to climb up the stairs from the 1st floor to the 3rd or 4th floor where their classroom is located. and on the way up no one is allowed to talk. if they do and if she hears anything , they'll have to repeat the whole thing again. and on that day they went up and down for like 3 or 4 times already. from my point of view , i don't think its a good way of punishing your students. So , anyway she came home tearing that day complaining about this incident to my parents. and considering the fact that she is busy enough with other subjects , CCA , prefect things and not being really keen in chinese from the beginning , my parents decided to let her quit HMT even though its her advantage to study HMT. sometimes i really wonder what she is thinking. i mean she is not the one in wrong but her classmates that made the mistake. So , why should she be so bothered with that incident. perhaps , she feels unsatisfied with the fact the whole class has to be punished just because of one person???so this problem dragged on until the day she quits HMT. so its settled. and now , another problem arise with her normal chinese class. saying that she couldn't tolerate her teacher anymore and she couldn't concentrate in class. she said she wants to transfer to the class taught by her form teacher last year. for the fact that her class is so abnormally quiet. that makes her lessons so boring and draggy and then at the same time she sees other classes having fun while studying as she always hear laughters. perhaps she doesn't like the teaching methods of her new teacher because before that she was actually in that kind of environment. this shows she can't adapt quickly too. well , i do hope she would overcome this problem if not this same thing would persist even until she go to secondary school. she said its 2 different matters but i agree with my dad , its the same. when she go to secondary school its another new environment , new teachers & classmates. and there is no way she can go around changing classes or go to the class where her favourite teacher is teaching. because there is no one she is familiar with.ok , i think some of you might think my sister is absurd. xDone phone call from the agent , its good news. the current place where i was working has shut down because of lack of stocks so they decided to transfer us to another place. still under the same company and the work is almost the same. so i thought i'll give it a try and they pay is higher too. hahas. but after working for 2 days , the agent called with bad news. the 2nd place also face the same problem. so i've to wait for them to call us back when there are stocks. there you go , i am rotting at home and i am tired of waiting for calls! might as well look for another job. duhh.i try not to let myself think so much. because i've got this uneasy gut feeling that i'll do badly. and its just next week!? how fast. on 20th nov , we're still celebrating the fact that we finished our big exams. i really can't imagine the scenes on that big day. ok , i don't dare! and i don't know how will i react. darn , what a long post.