.Monday, June 25, 2007 ' 11:00 PM Y
i wonder if you guys can see this colour, since my background is black. LOL. TESTING. TESTING 123. LOL. if cannot i'll change lors. Anyway, i think i've VERY SERIOUS MONDAY BLUES today. i also don't know why la. it seems like i am slowly closing myself away from the rest. or rather to be specific, to SOME of my classmates. which is, something i DON'T WANT. i HATE the me who does that. i DON'T WANT to be the HERMIT like what i used to be. somebody OPEN me up again please? LOL. RIP my heart open again with a knife or something. OKAY, that was GRUESOME xD, before it closes & before i am back to the OLD me again. or rather, somebody take a gun & just SHOOT me. LOL. eehhhhh. my cca mates are asking me to join a west zone singing competition with them. i don't know if i should!? i don't DARE la. i'll have SERIOUS STAGE FRIGHT lors. singing in front of so many judges whom we don't know. ALONE. OMG, i don't think i can do it la. & my singing SUCKS man. what should i do? someone HELPPPPPPP!!!!! ):