.Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ' 4:26 PM Y
weeeeee~ i am blogging in the clubhouse! LOL. hahahas. Cynthia, YS, esther & wilson are playing monopoly now. hahahahas. YEAH~ 1 test down. but i totally screwed up that paper man. bet i am going to fail again and going to be the one with the lowest marks in class. so SAD la. got back our EMI paper today. i passed la. but with such low marks lo. HAIS. SADDED. the DAMN feeling is back again. i think i got the lowest in class la, i asked around and they all got higher marks than me. it also used to be like this when i am in secondary school. HATE this feeling. totally spoiled my mood today la. my confident is like getting lesser for this module la. sorry if i look as if i am bored or whatever to any of you today (: HAISSSSSSsss. and loads of some other personal stuffs. don't know la. so confused & puzzled. Okay, perhaps i am having mood swings... LOL.. perhaps i'll feel better after i cry... ahhhh. SHITTY post. too EMO. sorry.. *Searching back the happy me again...* its isn't that easy to be happy yah?HAHAHAHAs. i realised my CHINESE NAME comes in handy at the clubhouse. LOL. everyone calls me by my chinese instead of my english name. SEE la. must be because my english name is difficult to pronounce. LOL. & i've like so many names now la. Eg: they spell my name as Siew Yu. LOL. or they'll spell it with the chinese pin yin, Xiu Yu. LOL. Siew geok is use once in a while. LOL. HAHAHAHAs. and both SG & GEOKKY is also used... LOL. Yea, they know my nicknames... HAHAHAHAs. (: