XOXO.

.Saturday, July 14, 2007 ' 2:52 PM Y

Updates... have been lazy to post these days. life've been the same. nothing much action pack recently *laughs* projects, projects & even more projects! test,test & even more test! BORING~~~ had retest for IOCHEM ICA 2 on wed, my grades improve compared to the 1st time we had our ICA 2. same marks as my ICA 1. Well, delighted cause i maintained my results. but then again, not satisfied as its not up to my real standard. Okay, im forever contradicting myself. my CHEM was supposed to be way better than the marks i've got. besides, when i asked around in class how much they got for the test, they all got better than me. even for those who failed their ICA 2 for the 1st time whereas i didn't. that is so saddening la. i am reverting back to the last few in class again. i HATE this feeling. i don't want to be the last few in class again. perhaps some of you who doesn't know me well might think i've too high of expectations.. but well, that's just me. and the thought of how some of my classmates can score so well even without much studying whereas i score lesser than them even though i studied just turned me off. i guess i seriously need to start doing something before its too late.....

POLY 50 was held on wed too. went to support CMCC's runners. (winston, pei ling, garfield, wei jian, YS, WX, shu lan, rico & BC) bought drinks & serve drinks to them *smiles* they didn't get anything but at least they finished the race within 2 hrs & of course we're proud of them~ *claps*

thurs... RWP presentation on our final research on Aspirin. i think i screwed up my presentation la. i knew how to pronounce the words, but i stumbled cause im too nervous. arghh! nevertheless, what done cannot be undone. i just hope my content part can pull me up. and we all look great in formal actually (:

i guess the only thing i look forward to in school now is to go for my CCA, seeing my CMCC peeps, crapping, singing, doing loads of FUN, MAD & SILLY stuffs with them *smirks* for example, like YESTERDAY! it feels like as if we're " night trekking. " we (me & JO) knew we'll miss our train if we were to follow the guys (YS, WX, JF) sent XT home after slacking around at Westmall & Mac but we still did in the end. XT wanted to take bus at 1st but the guys suggested walking. so we followed. we thought we could catch the last train at BG. but we missed *sticks tongue out* then i don't know since when the guys starting saying ghost stories to scare the 3 of us. SO SCARY la! arghhh. can you imagine i had to walk home all by myself after that. and we realised XT reaction always slower by 1 sec. TIME LAG! so cute la *laughs*

arghhh. im feeling so weak now xD stomach've been churning since last night. don't know what happened to me also. i only ate FC 1's chicken rice in the afternoon for lunch, drank slurpee & ate co-op shop's chicken omelette burger later in the afternoon. thanks to all those who offered to help me carry my stuffs. esp the guys (YS & WX) *smiles* i appreciate that. i doubt the guys in my class would do so. they'll choose the people they want to help. realistic eh? Anyway, hope i'll feel better these days. then perhaps i can go bugis with partner & the rest tomorrow! (:

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